April 2, 2015
Christ Church Chapel
Seminary of the Southwest
You don’t see Jesus get up and took off his robe.
You are too busy trying to make sense of the table set before you.
It is Passover.
But there is no Passover meal set out on the table.
There is no lamb — just some bread and other simple food.
It is only after a few minutes that you look around.
You notice Jesus is not with you.
You turn your head from where you are reclining along the banquet table.
You see him in the corner.
There he is with his robe off and filling a bowl with some water.
You watch him go over and start washing the feet of Andrew and then Philip.
But you all had your feet washed already before you sat down to eat.
The servant boy who had done it now is fumbling around, thinking he must have missed something.
He rushes over to do his work again, but Jesus kindly turns him back.
Simon Peter pulls his feet in when Jesus turns to him next.
But Jesus says, “Unless I wash you, you have no share with me.”
And then you realize this is not about your feet, dirty or clean.
He is showing you that you have been made clean.
Clean of everything — inside and out — but only if you let Jesus be this close to you, gently washing and wiping your feet.
When he washes the feet of Judas, you see the tender look Jesus gives Judas as he looks deep into his eyes, while caressing his feet in those towels.
And you see Judas turn his face away, unable to hold his gaze.
When Jesus finishes and takes his place back at the table, he tells all of you that you should wash the feet of one another.
Just as he has for Andrew and Philip and Peter and Judas and you.
Thinking back on it, you know that you could not have washed the feet of Judas.
To do it would have meant forgiving him and loving him.
And you think what Judas did was unforgivable
But Jesus did wash the feet of Judas and when he did it, he loved him.
Looking back on it all, you realize this is what he meant when he told you his new command was to love one another
The next day, after a terrible night, you will stand there at the cross.
You again will see Jesus without his robe.
But this time it will not be carefully folded on a stool.
Now it is in a pile at the foot of a soldier.
And again on that next day, you also see a washing bowl next to Jesus.
But this time it will not be to wash your feet but so you that you can wash his body.
And when you are done with that sad and silent work, you will turn and wash the feet of the one next to you.
And it is then that you will know that Jesus truly has come from God.
And that he has returned to God.
And you will pick up the bowl and go back to the room where you have all gathered and you will wait.